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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Last blogged @ 7:41 PM Down, down, ULTRA DOWN x(
Having mood swings. Feeling very irritated and annoyed. EMO period again. I really hate this feeling!!~ YYUCKKKKIIIEEEE~ Studies is now my TOP priority, i dont wanna care about relationships for now. I am so gonna IGNORE those sickening faces like TOTALLY. I really really really need to catch up with my work. I think i am like the only slow one in my class. Everyone else is like doing well except for me. Maybe i am just STOOPID-er than the rest. Maybe is am just SLOWER then the rest. Maybe i am not putting in as much effort as the rest. I dunno why. But i feel super weird these few days. I get damn high at times and then feel damn down the next moment. Its like the extremes. I dont know why. Sometimes, for no reasons, i start to tear, like seriously cry all of the sudden, be it in the middle of the night or even in class. Sometimes, i just feel like sitting in the corner alone, gao zi bi, wanting some time and space of my own. Some told me that i am giving myself too much pressure and stress. But i dont think so. I am still so slack. Haiis~ NAPFA is driving me crazy! I seriously cannot make it. Cant they just let me fail? Tried jumping again today. As usual, i failed my sbj. Went home alone straight after school today. Bought some junk food on my way home. got home and i started EATING. I sat in front of the TV and soon, i realised that i finished one whole pack of chips and half a tub of chocolate ice cream all by myself. =(( |
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