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Sunday, April 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:00 PM Was talking with my kor just now.
He was telling me how much he regretted dropping out of school. And how difficult it is for him to survive in the society not having either a 'n' or 'o' level certificate. Having any one of those would make his life much easier. And for once in my life, he actually asked me about my studies. He asked me where i intend to head to after JC. He asked what i wanted to be in the future. He asked me how was my studies. He asked me if my results can make it into a local university. He asked me how i can afford my university fees if i could enter. He told me that i must further my studies after JC no matter what. And that he would help me with part of my fees. Well, i am really afraid. I dont even dare to think about all these questions. Looking at my results now, i dont know what will become of me. I am scared. With my financial situation, I cant even afford to study in a local university, not to say going overseas to study. So this means that i have to do even better such that i can enter a local one. I will most probably be having a bank loan or what if i am going to study in university. Both my parents are not working now. There is no source of income for my family. My kor's pay is not even sufficient for him to support his own family. And both my younger brothers are still studying in secondary school. I cant depend on my parents. In fact its about time for me to support my parents. Worries. Fears. Incapabilities. Stress. I seriously dont want to think about all these now. All i can do for the moment is to do my best. I just hopr that it is not too late yet.. Hopefully, 船到桥头会自然直.. |
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